During the past 12 weeks, I have found myself weeping occasionally as I've tried to adjust to post-pregnancy hormones, a shocking lack-of sleep, and a complete revamping of my life.A couple days ago, I was having such a spell and Tim asked me what was the matter. I explained that I felt a little overwhelmed by the fact that I was responsible for keeping Baby Squiggles alive. Forget worrying about ways to create a loving and stimulating environment in which she will thrive and reach her full physical, emotional, intellectual and spiritual potential - I must first and foremost keep the child alive.
I ended my tearful speech by exclaiming that I didn't know how I was going to care for the child when I couldn't even keep most of my plants alive. Tim nodded in concession. He looked thoughtful for a moment, and said, "But... look on the bright side - your fake plants look fantastic!"
I've decided to take comfort in this.
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Plants, unlike babies and children, do not have the evolutionary equipment to make somebody keep them alive (I did not hear my wilting African Violets this morning saying, "Mommy mommy I want breakfast" a thousand times unlike another specimen who lives here). Houseplants are begging for extinction, if you ask me.
That is the BEST looking fake plant I have ever seen! Tim is onto something. You are going to make one amazing mom. You already are Laura.
Yes, I'm with Cami. I am certain that baby A has a set of lungs on her to rival the most avid Red Sox fan. And seeing as she's your daughter, I'm certain she won't be afraid to use them. ;-)
So just remember to trust yourself. And you know, get some sleep sometimes.
:) You're right. Sometimes it's all in the perspective.
Don't worry - baby squiggles will stay alive - you are a great mother and doing all things right. Furthermore, even though they are small and delicate in many ways, they are also very resiliant.
Sorry about the post-pardom hormones...those are no joke and I hope pass soon enough. You know that if you ever need a hand with baby squiggles or just an ear to talk to, I am here!
I know those feelings all to well. I remember feeling exactly like you when I was trying to keep two babies alive at once! What I learned is that babies and children are not fragile. They are very hearty, kind of like fake plants that way, so don't worry too much. Just take a nap now and then to clear your brain.
You doing great!
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